c'est la vie

You only live once, why stress about the daily routine of school, dont let boys play you from the start, unless your willing to play the game just as well. There’s always going to be bitches, so find your true friends, and stick with them. Study when you need too, but for fucksake have a life, get drunk, make mistakes, act stupid, immaturity will be in your heart your whole life, so dont try to get rid of it. Depression: we’ve all felt as if we’d had it at a time, if your upset over a boy, fucking get used to it, because its going to happen more then once, learn to not care, infact dont care, about anything, dont put yourself out there to get hurt, but still have love, if that. Need to get over a boy? One simple rule, find another. Rebell once in a while its good for you, thrills are for the excitement, when the thrills gone its time to move on to the next thing, live by your own rules, change them, make them as you go, if you want something dont be afraid to go for it, but no one likes waiting, dont wait, most of the time once you stop waiting they’ll come back to you if they want you, if they dont, be happy, because you skipped getting hurt. Be smart, follow your instincts. Fashion, its not about following whats cool, its about wearing what you want to fucking wear, if people dont like it, who gives a shit, what’s in style changes every month, wear yourself, your personality, its probably one of the best ways to express yourself. I’m not going to be that person that looks back on the years of my youth, the years im allowed to make mistakes and learn from them, the years of fun and games, and wish i’d been like that one girl, who had a crazy fun life, never got bored, i want memories, amazing memories, with the amazing people ive met, and im going to meet, i want those romances ill always remember, and times ill never forget, ill have my time in life to be mature, but for now im just doing what feels right, im living…

you look great when i’m high, you look great all the time

you look great when i’m high, you look great all the time

you look great when i’m high, you look great all the time

you look great when i’m high, you look great all the time

you look great when i’m high, you look great all the time

you look great when i’m high, you look great all the time

you look great when i’m high, you look great all the time

you look great when i’m high, you look great all the time

you look great when i’m high, you look great all the time

manchmal kann ich nicht schlafen weil meine gedanken mich wachhalten. sie wären es manchmal doch wert aufgeschrieben zu werden. die faulheit siegt. trägheit. lustlosigkeit. motivationslosigkeit.

du bist kein schlechter mensch, du warst nur ein wenig verloren, das passiert jedem einmal. jetzt musst du nur wieder schauen, dass du auf den richtigen weg zurückkommst.

eine verdrehte welt beherrscht von dummen gestalten, die bücher die sie lesen gern verkehrt herum halten.

“i’m not going to spend my life chasing people. you wanna leave? fine then, go ahead. cause i’m done with chasing and caring for people who never had interest in me. nothing lasts and people change. i’ve learned love is hard and life is strange.”

i’m tired of feeling bad. i’d rather feel nothing. it’s better, it’s easier.

du fragst “kann es sein dass du ständig müde bist und ist es möglich dass kein schlaf hilft und du irgendetwas vermisst?”
keine antwort weil ich denk dass es keine frage ist, und weil ich ständig müde bin, und weil ich irgendwas vermiss.

die musikinstrumente wirkten dunkel und unheimlich. das unterscheidet die kunst von der musik. kunst ist immer hell. musik braucht hilfe damit sie leuchten und menschen glücklich machen kann.